7/31/2012

Another Irony

Aku kecewa.
Cukup tahu arti diriku ini bagi mereka.
Hanya teman kerja.
Kalau gitu apa bedanya mereka dengan institusi lain? badan lain?
"Saudara seiman", "Satu Tubuh dalam Kristus", "Saling mendoakan"
SAMPAAAH!
Sound nice! The most beautiful lip service I've ever heard...
making me trust everyone there...
yakin kalau yang ini pasti berbeda. pasti berbeda.
pasti lebih tahan lama. dan yang pasti lebih tulus.
karena landasan memulainya beda.
But in the end...
Everything's uncovered. Those songs named brotherhood whatsoever
are nothing but BULLSHIT
I once trust it that I let my guard down...
Tapi mulai sekarang... everything's different.
I won't fall for it.
If they just view me as their work-partner...
Aku juga akan berbuat demikian.

Thanks God, You teach me that even in a place called YOUR BODY
there's still none I can trust

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