hello! how are you today??
hmmm, I miss reviewing... I really like losing a part of this blog when I don't write any review... but you know, I don't hear Mai's new song from her best album. huhuhu. I really want to... but no time for downloading and no enough connection is also the reason I can't download it. fiuh...

hey you know? beside my sadness and loss feeling, I'm still feeling great now! Thanks God I could fulfill my job, I could do it well. and I also thank God because He gave me time to go practicing Christmas Carol... how I long Christmas... huhu...
and, through my sister, I know a fun site ... it is like twitter, anyone should follow each other... but that's not the point. the point is...
WE CAN DESIGN CLOTHES FOR THE MODEL IN THE SITE...
hoho... that's really fun! I love designing and mix-matching clothing. but yeah, I'm still not good at that. it is proved from my not-too-good style. heheheh
but I'm still pleasant. because I do lotta fun there, at that site by designing. hohoh.
wanna see my designs? hmmm, I'm not gonna let you answer. let me give you freely. hohoh. here they are!

dropping here again after some times!

so long long time I don't write anything in this blog...
I really miss blogging but I have no time to do that. so many college stuffs I'd do and I'm almost mad because of them! Thanks to Him for He gives me power, I can handle all those things and I'm not mad anymore. and also, Finally I get free time to write here again in my blog! hohoho.

I really thank God for what He has given me. He places me in this university. People here are so heterogeneous and I learn so much from them. I now has been able to communicate freely with different-religion-people whom I used to avoid to meet. I also learn to work hard and not to be lazy for this place is full of intelligent and hardworking people. and If you want to go much more forward than them, you should be able to do as much as they do, or even much more than they do.
and in this university, I also learn how to love God humbly...
Thanks God I'm now in a faculty which is very welcoming with differences (there are some faculties here in my university of which one religion is more dominant). every Friday, there is a worshiping and I always follow it( Thanks God for giving me time to follow that!). I like the nuances of it, I love the speaker who always emphasizes to show how much I love Jesus by spreading the good news of His coming...
I also learn to control my mouth for there's a very dangerous tongue inside...
and from the worshiping also, I learn not to judge person for judging means seeing making a person bad for own view and that's wrong...
I also learn to accept the differences, whether it's in the race, religion, and so on...
I also learn to avoid a big trouble , keep so much distant from it...
I also learn to accept what I used to think 'an ugly truth' that I should be 'trapped' in this faculty, in this major actually...
and the most important thing, learn to live without my family beside me and just hang on, depend on Him...
and He successfully makes me change... I feel like being more independent now...
and if I went home to Medan, I wouldn't just hang on my father or my mother...
He is the one I should depend on...

"Be what You want, God, for that's the best I can taste... Amien"

that statement also always reminds me, if I force my will too much to happen...



Huaaaaa, I learn a lot about Jesus since I'm here....
I won't feel regret anymore! this is the true JOY I can taste for my thirst...
fiuuuuhhh...
love God... let Him be the center of your life...
hehehehhe...
Amien