Hampir di Ujung Persimpangan

Entah apa yang aku pikirkan di usia segini...
Kenapa rasanya sulit untuk menemukan cita-cita
di bidang ini?
Kenapa rasanya ga ada yang sesuai dengan minatku?
Masalahnya memang bukan di bidangnya...
Tapi di diri ini...
Yang lebih suka mengeluh ketimbang berusaha
Yang lebih suka berkhayal daripada bekerja
Yang lebih suka melihat daripada berbuat
Yang cuman berani ngomong tapi ga bernyali
untuk mewujudnyatakan semua yang dilontarkan
Tapi tetap kenapa...ga ada satupun yang bisa...
membuatku berusaha keras?
Ga orangtua, ga teman...
bahkan Dia, yang empunya hidupku...
Aku ini apa sih?
Kenapa sih?
Apa yang aku pikirkan di usia segini?

Ordinary Love

Love is giving...
Even when you know you won't take anything at all in return
Even when you know you will only feel pain every time you remember that
Even when you know you can't make every one you love love you back
Love is giving and giving...
Even when you see your own-perceived best friend mentions every names but you...
as his/her best friends...
Even when you can only see him/her laugh and joke in computer with his/her own best friends

Love is trying to be always giving...
Even when you know your dream man will never know your heart
Even when you know he's got a girl while you can only see him no more than 5 mms
You just feel happy for that...

Love is to learn how to be giving...
When you learn you haven't been giving enough...
Though it is hurt, you always try to be...
Because you realize you're not giving enough...

Love is giving...
and it is at its best when it's done in silence...